Nine Mother's Days without mine,whoever says time heals all wounds, must not have lost both parents by time they were 21. They especially haven't lost their momma. I've had nine Mother's days with my kids. Well my 1st I was blessed by God to be pregnant with R. I would love to go sit at her grave, tell her stories, and share my life. But that is thousands of miles away and so I sit in my room, pray and talk to her and cry my heart out.
When you're a mom you want to have a mom, someone who's been there done that so that you have a sounding post, you want reassurance that you are doing an amazing job, that you will survive their childhood, and you want to know that well you are still loved even when you don't feel it. I am blessed that even with out my momma, God blessed me with a mother in law that can tell me the stories of when A was a kid, and I can hear her advice and how she "made it through" and survived. haha ...I am blessed to be loved by her...but of course it will never be the same but I am a very lucky Daughter in law.
Happy Mother's Day Ginger!
I am blessed today because I have 3 amazing kiddos that I never thought I'd have in my life 10 years ago, even moreso with a daughter. It is my dream for her that I will be there with her when she walks down the aisle, has babies of her own, and needs a mom to call in the middle of the night. I know I can't predict the future, but I do know that I can pray and have faith that whatever ever happens in my life God knows it and will take care of them.
Today if you have a momma give her a hug for me, tell her you love her, and remember that no matter what happens in life you only have one momma. I wish someone had screamed that at me 10 years ago.
Happy Mother's Day Mom, I sure as hell miss you terribly.
(this is one of the only pictures that I have of my mom and I sadly enough)
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